{"id":1173,"date":"2016-08-15T11:08:03","date_gmt":"2016-08-15T16:08:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/?p=1173"},"modified":"2016-08-15T11:08:03","modified_gmt":"2016-08-15T16:08:03","slug":"happened-so-fast","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/2016\/08\/15\/happened-so-fast\/","title":{"rendered":"Happened So Fast"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Side by side we stroll cobbled streets, fumbling together conversation.<\/p>\n<p>We trace over old topics, staying safe in the familiar, keeping cautious with what&#8217;s already on the table.<\/p>\n<p>Silence isn&#8217;t something to overcome, it&#8217;s a breath in discussion, an excuse to observe each others smile.<\/p>\n<p>Whatever this is doesn&#8217;t have a name. Not yet.<\/p>\n<p>In the heat of the day, in the shimmering mirage of life, you&#8217;re the one paradise I know is real.<\/p>\n<p>I muse, in secret and in hope, if I&#8217;m the sanctuary you&#8217;ve been looking for as well.<\/p>\n<p>Curiosity and wonder reflect in your eyes. Bright, illuminating. Although people keep staring at our glow, you&#8217;re all I can see.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not sure what will come of this, but for the first time in forever I am living for now not tomorrow.<\/p>\n<p>What happens later can worry about itself.<\/p>\n<p>Right now, laughter echoes across the water; yours, mine&#8211;they might as well be the same. Everything blends.<\/p>\n<p>Your words come out like a song, sirening me closer even though I worry what allowing myself that extra inch might create.<\/p>\n<p>But still, we press on.<\/p>\n<p>Warmth is not only twirling in the breeze, but coloring your cheeks.<\/p>\n<p>Together we explore alleyways and areas unknown, shifting from shop to shop, trading stories of years gone by.<\/p>\n<p>Time disappears behind the horizon, drawing the day down with it and I&#8217;m not convinced there are enough hours in our eternity.<\/p>\n<p>Every time you glance away, I steal a memory of you. A keepsake. A treasure.<\/p>\n<p>Although the snacks we share are sticky on our fingers, crumbling in our laps, our connection is unbreakable.<\/p>\n<p>I hold tight to my thoughts, locking in the desires I won&#8217;t tell you until later.<\/p>\n<p>Here we find a union, a mutual nervous welling of potential that causes us to crown this spot a place we will call our own.<\/p>\n<p>In you, I recognize something I&#8217;ve seen before, but never this way.<\/p>\n<p>As the evening draws down, and the light fades, we begin to reveal what normally takes me months to admit.<\/p>\n<p>Somehow it doesn&#8217;t ruin the night. Somehow it makes it better, like it&#8217;ll have been worth the investment this time.<\/p>\n<p>Rain trickles over our shoulders, speckling our clothes as soft lightening illuminates the clouds.<\/p>\n<p>The rumble rattles through us. The electricity erupts.<\/p>\n<p>You reach for me and I try not to pull away. I always pull away. For you, I reach back.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe this time, I think. Maybe you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Side by side we stroll cobbled streets, fumbling together conversation. We trace over old topics, staying safe in the familiar, keeping cautious with what&#8217;s already on the table. Silence isn&#8217;t something to overcome, it&#8217;s a breath in discussion, an excuse to observe each others smile. Whatever this is doesn&#8217;t have a name. Not yet. 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