{"id":861,"date":"2014-06-03T15:20:06","date_gmt":"2014-06-03T20:20:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/?p=861"},"modified":"2014-06-03T20:08:47","modified_gmt":"2014-06-04T01:08:47","slug":"the-beast","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/2014\/06\/03\/the-beast\/","title":{"rendered":"The BEAst"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A year ago I was staring at twitter with ginormous envy at all the people attending BEA. Envy so large that I, as a Bostonian,\u00a0fondly named it my Green Monstah.\u00a0The Green Monstah in my belly thought it sounded like such a great experience. Meeting industry\u00a0peeps, other writers, getting books!!\u00a0And I wasn&#8217;t there. Living through the tweets of others wasn&#8217;t enough. So, Green Monstah started poking at my brain. &#8220;Go next year,&#8221; it said. &#8220;Promise yourself you will go next year!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>And so I did. I promised myself.<\/p>\n<p>I bought my flights and got a room with some of my favorite writerly people.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/2014\/06\/03\/the-beast\/attachment\/089\/\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-863\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-863\" alt=\"089\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/089.jpg?resize=300%2C224\" width=\"300\" height=\"224\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/089.jpg?resize=300%2C224&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/089.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/089.jpg?w=1160 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/089.jpg?w=1740 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Together we planned such great adventures such as touring\u00a0the convention, hanging around the city and best places to eat. As I arrived I was filled with excitement and joy and&#8230;.TERRIFYING FEAR. In a matter of moments, BEA had gone from the best&#8230;.to the BEAst!!<\/p>\n<p>Did I bring the right clothes to wear?<\/p>\n<p>What if no one recognized me?<\/p>\n<p>What if I made a fool of myself?<\/p>\n<p>How could I speak words to people I idolized?<\/p>\n<p>Could I locate the nearest table to hide beneath?<\/p>\n<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/s.mlpforums.com\/uploads\/post_images\/img-1616578-2-tumblr_m8s4fsl9k61qdv0p0o1_500.gif?resize=500%2C282\" width=\"500\" height=\"282\" \/><\/p>\n<p>But as Eleanor Roosevelt said, &#8220;Do something everyday that scares you.&#8221; BEA was definitely intimidating and so was the thought of meeting different agents, editors and writers. But I am\u00a0SO glad that I took a deep breath (read: one hundred hyperventilating breaths) and put myself out there. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/2014\/06\/03\/the-beast\/attachment\/076\/\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-866\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright size-thumbnail wp-image-866\" alt=\"076\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/076.jpg?resize=150%2C150\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/076.jpg?resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 150w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/076.jpg?zoom=2&amp;resize=150%2C150 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/076.jpg?zoom=3&amp;resize=150%2C150 450w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/2014\/06\/03\/the-beast\/attachment\/075\/\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-865\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft size-thumbnail wp-image-865\" alt=\"075\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/075.jpg?resize=150%2C150\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/075.jpg?resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 150w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/075.jpg?zoom=2&amp;resize=150%2C150 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/075.jpg?zoom=3&amp;resize=150%2C150 450w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>The convention floor was super busy and packed with all sorts of people. I bumped into several awesome\u00a0writers from twitter, picked up a ton of great ARCs and put actual human faces to the names of several publishing rockstars. For a writing conference noob, it was all about networking and meeting people. So, as fun as the exhibit hall was, my fondest memories take place outside\u00a0the convention\u00a0walls.<\/p>\n<p>I ate meals with twitter friends (who are now OMFG BEST FRIENDS FOREVER) <img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/media1.giphy.com\/media\/HscrwGNPHio2A\/giphy.gif?resize=350%2C219\" width=\"350\" height=\"219\" \/><\/p>\n<p>and wandered around the city seeing the sights while we discussed publishing trends, industry news, our querying processes and our current works in progress. We also ocassionally stuffed ourselves into a cab<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/2014\/06\/03\/the-beast\/cab\/\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-867\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft size-thumbnail wp-image-867\" alt=\"cab\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/cab.png?resize=150%2C150\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/cab.png?resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 150w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/cab.png?zoom=2&amp;resize=150%2C150 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/cab.png?zoom=3&amp;resize=150%2C150 450w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>The entire event felt like\u00a0twitter came to life Pinohico style <a href=\"http:\/\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/2014\/06\/03\/the-beast\/group\/\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-868\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright size-thumbnail wp-image-868\" alt=\"group\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/group.png?resize=150%2C150\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/group.png?resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 150w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/group.png?zoom=2&amp;resize=150%2C150 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.rachelhorwitz.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/group.png?zoom=3&amp;resize=150%2C150 450w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>and all the tweeting faces I had once seen still on my feed turned to LIFE&#8211; or as if twitter was the animated world in Enchanted and we all awoke to be REAL WRITERS. I can&#8217;t even express how attending BEA made everything in the writing that much more REAL. I mean, honestly&#8230;..look at all these amazing faces!!<\/p>\n<p>By the end of the weekend, I knew 100% that I had made the right decision. BEA was an amazing, stressful, eye-opening event and was probably the best weekend of my life. Without a doubt, you can count me in for next year!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A year ago I was staring at twitter with ginormous envy at all the people attending BEA. Envy so large that I, as a Bostonian,\u00a0fondly named it my Green Monstah.\u00a0The Green Monstah in my belly thought it sounded like such a great experience. Meeting industry\u00a0peeps, other writers, getting books!!\u00a0And I wasn&#8217;t there. 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